Wednesday, April 8, 2009

A Sincere Apology

This blog is an apology to all my dear ones who regularly call, scrap and mail me on regular basis to stay in touch with me. I with my sincere regard deeply apologize for not staying upto the standard of communication. This blog is no excuses list but a big sorry.If I take look back at my life I have always been week at communicating - be it telling mom how the day has passed by or be it narrating a very funny incident to my friends.

In the first 6 months of my stay in the US of A I was unemployed. My days were like quite easy to go types. No schedule, no alarm clocks - Nothing! Since I have got a job it has become pretty hard to keep pace with the demands of things in life for time. Life has become like a software running on regular timed interrupts. I guess every freshly passed out college recruit will agree with me that how the job virus corrupts your fun program and messes up the entire OS of your life. I get very fed up with my own thought porcessing some times.. When I dint have a job I was behind 1 : now when I have it I am all cribbing about being busy and all other things.

Its like a regime for me to get up every day in the morning , get fresh and scan through mails and scraps on orkut. A sudden feeling of guilt takes me over if I read a mail from a friend who regularly mails me irrespective of the fact of how many replies she gets of her mails from me. When people scrap me I always read there scrap and tell myself I'll reply on the weekend where as replying to scrap or mail doesnt take much of time. I guess its just the laziness lurking within me which dominates me all the time. On the other hand if one spends a few minutes typing a line or two to the other person it can make the day of that person by reading your reply.

As they say in hindi "वक़्त होता नहीं हैं निकालना पड़ता हैं ". I am gonna stick to this saying and immediately reply to the mails. I request all of you to please continue writing me as I really have high regard towards all of you who really make an effort to stay in touch with me. Stay in Touch and keep on writing!! Bye.